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Summer's Breeze

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May. 27th, 2008 | 03:16 am

I've never had such a wonderful summer...that's actually full of peace. My walls have collapsed. I don't have to glue my smile and constantly think about what to do and say. No planning, no forcing myself into conversation, and just focusing on taking care of my baby...Bunnie and enjoying the summer breeze with Howard. All these years we've yelled, fought, slept, dyed each others hairs, shared our most inner secrets, exposed our true selves, cried, watched, distance, cuddled...we've grown so comfy with each other. I feel like I've grown up with him my whole life. I don't need to wake up and brush my hair, put on make up, and just roll out of my PJs and run downstairs and happily greet him. I don't feel like I'm being judged. I know he doesn't look at me the same as everyone else. Not with Lust, not with anything but just me.

I don't have to think about what to say. The silences that we have are so natural. It's not because of boredom, but simply a state of understanding. We could read without distracting one another....watch any show together...etc. Bunnie has been more active...and yesterday we brought her outside to run around in the back yard. She seems to love ripping newspaper in the dog house though. =\

Howard and I are going to finally start our task of designing clothes. We're progressing well and I hope to succeed.

You know, I thought long and hard (no not that way!) but what would be my favorite thing out of the day to do is probably to sleep and wake up next to someone I love. It's the best feeling in the world. I think for someone to sleep with you allowing their guard to be let down is a trust between one another to do the same. I like waking up to Bunnie...lol...I would hold her and sleep for a little and wake up...and open my eyes to her staring at me. ;DDDD

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From: stevenli
Date: May. 28th, 2008 12:39 pm (UTC)

As cute as I think Bunnie is, I would be a little unnerved sleeping next to her o.o . I can't trust her to go to sleep, or myself not to roll over and crush her!

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From: loudhearted
Date: May. 30th, 2008 02:55 pm (UTC)

[insert joke about how light you are and how you wouldn't be able to crush an origami bunnie much less a real one]

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